Longest living cardiac arrest survivor is Pomona Valley resident
Stan Wisniewski, 79, had about as close a brush a death as you can get exactly 55 years ago on Dec. 17, 1954.
I learned about Stan, “the oldest living cardiac arrest survivor,” in the local newspaper. He lives in San Dimas, a foothill community about 8 miles west of Upland. But if it weren’t for the efforts of some quick-thinking doctors–and that Stan was at his job in a hospital when his heart suddenly stopped and he found out what it’s like to be dead–Mr. Wisniewski would long ago have taken up residence in a Chicago-area cemetery.
This is without a doubt the most incredible story of survival against all odds that I’ve ever heard.
Stan suffered cardiac arrest in 1954 while working in the X-ray lab of a Chicago hospital. It happened without warning–Stan was 24 and in perfect health. A doctor who happened to be nearby opened Stan’s chest with a penknife and massaged his heart with his bare hands. It’s an amazing story well told by Inland Valley Daily Bulletin reporter Michelle J. Mills.
Here’s the meat of the article, but you can read the entire text of “Sudden death survivor” and see a photo of Stan and his lovely wife Jaci by clicking here.
At 24, Wisniewski was a sturdy 5 feet, 10 inches and 190 pounds. He didn’t smoke, drink or stay up late. He passed Navy and life insurance physicals with ease.
“The only problem I had was one small filling in my tooth; that was it,” Wisniewski said.
At noon on Dec. 17, 1954, it seemed like a normal day in the hospital’s X-ray darkroom, except that Wisniewski felt a little warm. The two techs working in the darkroom with him joked that it must be his Christmas socks. The next thing they heard was a thump: Wisniewski had hit the floor.
“The cardiac arrest and the coronary are two different things,” Wisniewski explained. “The coronary – or heart attack – is the plumbing section of the heart, the arteries and the veins. The cardiac arrest, as in my case, was electrical, which is sudden death. When that happens, you are dead – and I was.”
Because there were no lights on in the darkroom, the techs didn’t realize what had happened and continued with their work, processing the X-rays by hand: three minutes in the developer, then in the fix solution. Only then did the techs turn on the lights and see Wisniewski’s body on the floor.
Dr. Joel Knudson happened to be nearby, so he was called in and began artificial respiration. Soon, Dr. C. David Brown arrived and administered a shot of epinephrine into Wisniewski’s pericardium, the double-walled sac that contains the heart and the roots of the great vessels.
There was no respiration and no pulse. Brown, an ex-Army surgeon, realized they needed to do something fast.
“Dr. Brown said he had nothing to lose,” Wisniewski said. “I was 24 years old and in perfect health, so he opened my chest up with a pocketknife and cut out two ribs. Then he started internal massage with his fingers.”
The hospital’s chief surgeon, Dr. George F. Schroeder, came down and offered to help. Continuing the heart massage, the doctors got Wisniewski on a gurney and took him to surgery.
The PA system crackled to life, calling for any free physicians to head to surgery for an emergency, but it was lunchtime and many of the doctors had already left for their offices to see their afternoon patients. The doctors who answered the call took three-minute turns massaging Wisniewski’s heart. Sterile techniques had been left by the wayside: They worked without gloves.
A priest was called from St. Mary of Nazareth Hospital across the street to perform the last rites. But the doctors were not ready to give up.
There was only one defibrillator in the entire city of Chicago. It was tracked down, delivered and plugged in. It blew a fuse, so it was useless. The doctors continued the heart massage.
“Everybody’s hands were in my chest,” Wisniewski said.
It had been two hours and 15 minutes, and still the doctors had been unable to get Wisniewski’s heart beating again, so they administered medication to stop it and another medication to restart it. Finally, his heart twitched wildly and began beating. Wisniewski was sewn up, pumped with antibiotics and placed in a room in an oxygen tent.
Read how Jaci, Stan’s wife of more than 50 years, learns what happened to him, and what life has in store for Stan and Jaci.
FULL TEXT OF “SUDDEN DEATH SURVIVOR”
Debate Over Evidence of Mass Cannibalism – US News and World Report
Hundreds of people may have been butchered and eaten at a 7,000-year-old German site.
“At a settlement in what is now southern Germany, the menu turned gruesome 7,000 years ago. Over a period of perhaps a few decades, hundreds of people were butchered and eaten before parts of their bodies were thrown into oval pits, a new study suggests.”
What’s really interesting is that those invited over for dinner “had their facial bones… smashed beyond recognition, giving an impression of the destruction of individual identity, a kind of psychic violence against the person.”
Debate Over Evidence of Mass Cannibalism – US News and World Report
A skeleton of a woman from 5,800 B.C. is displayed at a museum in the town of Vratsa, some 120 km (75 miles) north of the Bulgarian capital Sofia. A team of Bulgarian archaeologists led by Georgi Ganetsovski discovered the skeleton in 2005 in the excavation works of a neolithic tomb near the Bulgarian village of Ohoden. The woman was 25-30 years old and was 153 cm tall. REUTERS/Nikolay Doychinov
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Homonyms, Homophones, and Other Confusingly Similar Words
Sarah Palin’s book, Going Rogue: An American Life, sold at least 469,000 copies in the first five days, according to Nielsen BookScan data.
People either love Sarah Palin or hate her, there’s no in-between.
If you hate her, here’s bad news: “Polls show that Palin’s favorability numbers are a mirror image of those of Obama,” says Matthew Dowd of the Washington Post.
Could that mean as many people adore Sarah Palin as do President Obama?
Makes you think. After all, this is the country that elected George Bush president, twice.
I have yet to meet a “Palinista,” but I don’t talk to many people besides my wife and my dog Princess. They’re not into politics.
Anyway, Ms Palin might have taken a little more care with the title of her memoir.
My sister Bonnie shared this examination of the word rogue, Sarah Palin’s self-descriptor, by one of Bonnie’s colleagues, fellow teacher Justin Gillam:
Rogue
Main Entry: 1rogue
Pronunciation: rōg
Function: noun
Etymology: origin unknown
Date: 1561
1 : vagrant, tramp
2 : a dishonest or worthless person : scoundrel
3 : a mischievous person : scamp
4 : a horse inclined to shirk or misbehave
5 : an individual exhibiting a chance and usually inferior biological variation
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/rogue
Justin Gillam
History Teacher
Mt. View Middle School
Mark Twain said it best:
“The difference between the right word and the almost right word is the difference between lightning and the lightning bug.”
My favorite antonyms
déjà vu vs. jamais vu
Déjà vu is French for “already seen.” Déjà vu is an uncanny feeling or illusion of having already seen or experienced something that is being experienced for the first time.
If we assume that the experience is actually of a remembered event, then déjà vu probably occurs because an original experience was neither fully attended to nor elaborately encoded in memory. If so, then it would seem most likely that the present situation triggers the recollection of a fragment from one’s past.
The experience may seem uncanny if the memory is so fragmented that no strong connections can be made between the fragment and other memories.
Jamais vu is the contrary of déjà vu. In jamais vu, “never seen.” an experience feels like it’s the first time, even though the experience is a familiar one. Jamais vu occurs in certain types of amnesia and epilepsy.
From the Skeptic’s Dictionary http://www.skepdic.com/
Everyone has experienced déjà vu. For me, it sometimes happens when I meet someone for the first time and we begin to talk and I suddenly have this feeling that I’ve had this exact same conversation with this individual before.
You’ve probably experienced jamais vu too without realizing it. An example of jamais vu is to walk into a room and your mother is sitting there. For a moment, you see her just as other people see your mother, without recognition or any emotional attachment.
Spell check flails me
Mention of the Skeptic’s Dictionary reminds me that for some reason I keep spelling skeptic sceptic. It’s one of those words that, if I didn’t have spell check, I’d always get it wrong.
Words I habitually have trouble spelling are judgement for judgment, nuerologist for neurologist, perscription for prescription, and deisel for diesel.
There are a host of other words that trip me up, but I can’t recall them now. Oh, yeah: heros for heroes.
When I come across a word like “discrepancy” or “fluorescent” I either take a stab at it and let spell check correct it or I turn to the dictionary to make sure I have the right word and not one of those pesky homonyms—a situation beyond the ken of spell check.
For example, if I had typed “florescent light,” spell check wouldn’t bat an eye (unless I misspelled florescent). “Florescent” means a flower while “fluorescent” means radiating light. Hey! Two homonyms for my list: florescent and fluorescent.
OK, I’m not a great speller. All the more reason I’m in awe of the kids who have won the National Spelling Bee.
Here are words that challenged contestants and when correctly spelled brought top honors in the last five national spelling bees:
appoggiatura (2005) a musical term: an embellishing note or tone preceding an essential melodic note or tone and usually written as a note of smaller size. Merriam-Webster’s Dictionary
ursprache (2006) a hypothetically reconstructed parent language, as Proto-Germanic, the ancestor of the Germanic languages (Huh?). Random House Unabridged Dictionary
serrefine (2007) a small forceps for clamping a blood vessel. Merriam-Webster’s Medical Dictionary
guerdon (2008) a reward, recompense, or requital. Random House Dictionary
Laodicean (2009) a synonym for “lukewarm,” especially applicable to religious matters. The winner was thirteen-year-old Kavya Shivashankar from Kansas.
My spell check missed 3 of the 5 words, only recognizing appoggiatura and guerdon.
My parting shot: “One cannot be Laodicean in one’s reaction to Sarah Palin and the guerdons her celebrity have brought her, among which the title of bestselling author is just the appoggiatura of her time on the world stage,” says Serrefine Ursprache.
Homonyms, Homophones, and Other Confusingly Similar Words
Since I’ve been doing this feature on my blog, I’ve really started to notice homonyms, homophones–even antonyms and synonyms, in everyday conversations and on the radio (I listen all day and into the evening to my local public radio stations, KPCC Pasadena and KVCR San Bernardino, and talk radio KFI Los Angeles ).
It’s amazing what you discover when you listen carefully to a person’s choice of words. What is it they’re really trying to say? Especially when someone is speaking spontaneously and not from a prepared statement.
When moving quickly, sometimes the mind will slip on a word. Reminds me that I should explore malapropisms in my next post.
If you find yourself noticing homonyms, homophones, and other confusingly similar words, please leave a comment with your favorites.
compleat kuhm-pleet (adjective) Highly skilled and accomplished in all aspects; complete
complete kuhm-pleet (adjective) Having all parts or elements; lacking nothing; whole
exercise ek-ser-sahyz (verb) To use; to exert oneself physically or mentally
exorcise ek-sawr-sahyz (verb) To expel, as an evil spirit
gouache goo-ahsh; Fr. gwash (noun) A technique of painting with opaque watercolors prepared with gum
gauche gohsh (adjective) Lacking social grace or sensitivity; awkward; crude
liter lee-ter (noun) A unit of volume equal to 1000 cubic centimeters or 1 cubic decimeter (1.0567 quarts)
leader lee-der (noun) A guiding or directing head, as of an army, movement, or political group
Two interesting antonyms
Regulation vs. Dysregulation
regulation (noun) a law, rule, or other order prescribed by authority, esp. to regulate conduct
dysregulation (medical) impairment of a physiological regulatory mechanism
People with Borderline Personality Disorder often experience emotional dysregulation.
OK, dysregulation is a stretch, you don’t hear it very often. Actually, you never hear it outside of medical school. I heard the word “dysregulation” for the first time last week at a NAMI meeting (check out my blog postings for more on the National Alliance on Mental Illness) when dysregulation was mentioned in a talk about borderline personality disorder (BPD). BPD, a form of mental illness, explains why there are so many really annoying people among us. BPD is biologically based, so those people can’t help being assholes, and you have to grit your teeth and forgive them for they know not what they do.
Utopia vs. Dystopia
utopia (noun) any visionary system of political or social perfection
dystopia (noun) a society characterized by human misery, as squalor, oppression, disease, and overcrowding
I don’t know if California has ever been a utopia, maybe before any Europeans showed up, but it sure is headed towards a dystopia, thanks to our dysfunctional “leaders” in Sacramento.
Other interesting “U” words
I like browsing through the u’s in my dictionary. First, it doesn’t take long because there are relatively few words beginning with “U,” nothing like the A’s, M’s, S’s, and T’s, but more to offer than the Q’s, X’s, and Z’s. And second, a lot of intriguing words start with “U.”
In a recent visit, I stumbled on “ultra” and its variations…
ultra going beyond others or beyond true limits; from the Latin “ultra,” beyond.
ultraconservative extremely conservative
ultrahigh frequency a radio frequency between 300 and 3000 megahertz
ultralight a very light recreational aircraft capable of carrying only one person
ultramarine a very bright deep blue color
ultramodern extremely or excessively modern in idea, style or tendency
ultramontane 1: of or relating to countries or peoples beyond the mountains 2: favoring greater or absolute supremacy of papal over national or diocesan authority in the Roman Catholic Church ( I actually had reason to look up “ultramontane” last month as I was reading a book about the Spanish Inquisition).
ultrapure of the utmost purity
ultrashort having a wavelength below 10 meters; short duration
ultrasonic having a frequency too high to be heard by the human ear
ultraviolet having a wavelength shorter than those of visible light and longer than those of X rays
ultra vires beyond the scope of legal power of authority
Then there’s all the words that “un” unravels the base word behind it, my favorites being “unlikely” and “unbelievable.” Check it out, and let me know your ultrafavorite “un”-prefixed word. “Unforgettable” anyone?
Ultra Underpants, Unbelievable!
Favorite Quotes
“I do not know even this one thing, namely that I know nothing”
Francisco Sanches
Francisco Sanches 1551-1623
This is the first line of Sanches’ Quod Nihil Scitur “That Nothing Is Known,” a book published in Lyons, France, in 1581 that rocked European intellectuals and helped lay the groundwork for the Enlightenment in the 18th century, the Age of Reason.
Sanches, “the Father of Modern Scepticism,” questioned Aristotelian theories of logic and science that had gone unexamined for centuries.
And he didn’t beat around the bush in trashing the “scientific” knowledge of his time: “Do you call this knowledge?” asked Sanches. “I call it ignorance.”
He attempted to answer that tantalizing question that still resonates today: “Can we ever have certain knowledge in science and religion?”
Sanches argued that it was impossible to have certain or perfect knowledge of the rational world–only God possesses that. The best we can do is use observation, experience and judgment to understand in a limited way the natural world. It’s the start of scientific thought.
Francisco Sanches was born in northern Portugal in 1551. His father was a physician and a converso—a Jew who had converted to Christianity. Converses were targets of both the Portuguese and Spanish inquisitions.
When Sanches was a boy his family fled to France as the attacks of the Inquisition on Portuguese converso families increased (shades of Nazi Germany in the 1930s).
Like his father, Sanches became a doctor. He was a professor of medicine and philosophy at the University of Toulouse. He lived as a devout, church-going Christian—his two sons became priests.
Sanches is sometimes classified as a Jewish philosopher because his skepticism stretched to Christian theology. His writings never mention the Gospel but do quote the Jewish Tanach (the three Jewish divisions of the Old Testament). Some scholars claim he outwardly appeared a Christian but in secret practiced Judaism, as some converso families did.
A distant cousin of Sanches is the famous philosopher and essayist, Montaigne (1533–92), whose family had also escaped the Inquisition to live in the same area of France. Montaigne and Sanches were between them, as one leading scholar put it, “responsible for a re-examination of old claims to knowledge by thinkers in the 17th century.”
So the totalitarian Inquisition chased out the best and brightest, just as Einstein fled Hitler’s Germany to come to America.
What I would like to see is someone with Francisco Sanches’ intellectual cojones appear today to take on all those who insist, with all the pharisaical, bombastic self-righteousness of a Grand Inquisitor, that man-made climate change (aka “global warming”) is a scientific certainty. Anyone who questions them or raises doubts is heretical, a “denialist.”
Yes, there certainly is climate change. But what I object to is people who approach this subject as if it were a religion. They use climate change–and the fear of the apocalyptic consequences of climate change–to push their agenda. They want power. They want to tell other people how to live.
Fanatical believers in man-made climate change attack anyone who dares question their orthodoxy. The Inquisitors in Spain and Portugal who for three fearful centuries persecuted heretics, Jews, Muslims and anyone who wasn’t a “right-thinking” conformist would approve.
Sanches wouldn’t waste his time on anyone with this mindset. As he wrote, challengingly, in his introduction to That Nothing Is Known, “Let them be deceived who wish to be deceived; it is not for them I write, so they need not read my works…”
His intended audience is those who, “not bound by the oath of fidelity to any master’s words, assess the facts for themselves, under the guidance of sense, perception and reason.”
Homonyms, Homophones, and Other Confusingly Similar Words
censer (noun) covered incense burner
censor (verb) to inspect conduct, morals, documents
censure (verb) to criticize or reproach in a harsh or vehement manner
inequity (noun) injustice, unfairness
iniquity (noun) gross injustice or wickedness
lickerish (adjective) greedy, lascivious
licorice (noun) a candy flavored with licorice root
lighted, lit
According to Bryson’s Dictionary for Writers and Editors, either is correct. Lighted, however, is more usual when the word is being used as an adjective (“a lighted torch”).
palate (anatomy) roof of mouth
palate (noun) the sense of taste: a dinner to delight the palate
palate (noun) intellectual or aesthetic taste; mental appreciation
palette (noun) thin board on which a painter mixes pigment
pallet (noun) small temporary bed; portable platform
further, farther
I was taught that “farther” should designate distance and “further” is for quantity or degree.
But my Merriam Webster’s Concise Dictionary of English Usage has muddied the waters for me. Seems further is taking over meanings that used to belong exclusively to farther.
The folks at MWCDEU track present-day usage trends of commonly confused and disputed words and phrases. They’ve had their eye on farther and further for quite some time (I saw references going back to the 1920’s).
Farther as an adjective, the MWCDEU says, is now limited to instances where literal or figurative distance is involved. And further competes even in this function: “It was the furthest thing from everyone’s mind.”
“So for the adjective we can see that further has squeezed farther out of the additional sense and is giving it pressure in the more distant sense.”
I was beginning to feel sorry for farther, but then read that, used as an adverb, farther still dominates “when spatial, temporal, or metaphorical distance is involved.” Such as, “Nothing could be farther from the truth.”
I was farther and farther, or is it further and further?, from understanding when to furt and when to fart, as it were.
For clarification, I turned again to my expert of choice, Bill Bryson:
“Insofar as the two are distinguished, farther usually appears in contexts involving literal distance (‘New York is farther from Syney than from London’) and further in contexts involving figurative distance (‘I can take this plan no further’).”
Which explains why there’s a “furthermore” but not a “farthermore.”
And another great word arrived in my email from Dictionary.com:
fugacious \fyoo-GAY-shuhs\, adjective:
Lasting but a short time; fleeting.
When he proposed the tax in May, Altman thought it would follow the fugacious nature of some flowers: bloom quickly and die just as fast.
– Will Rodgers, “Parks proposal falls on 3-2 vote”, Tampa Tribune, June 27, 2001
[What an extremely erudite and poetic newspaper report on such a mundane topic. The headline is hardly compelling.]
Fugacious is derived from Latin fugax, fugac-, “ready to flee, flying; hence, fleeting, transitory,” from fugere, “to flee, to take flight.” Other words derived from the same root include fugitive, one who flees, especially from the law; refuge, a place to which to flee back (re-, “back”), and hence to safety; and fugue, literally a musical “flight.”
Reminds me of the wise guy’s favorite saying: “Fugged about it!”
What’s In A Word?
I investigate words, allusions, metaphors and such that catch my interest.
Best Word of the Day yet from my dictionary.com e-newsletter:
triskaidekaphobia \tris-ky-dek-uh-FOH-bee-uh\, noun:
Fear or a phobia concerning the number 13.
Thirteen people, pledged to eliminate triskaidekaphobia, fear of the number 13, today tried to reassure American sufferers by renting a 13 ft plot of land in Brooklyn for 13 cents . . . a month.
– Daily Telegraph, January 14, 1967
Past disasters linked to the number 13 hardly help triskaidekaphobics overcome their affliction. The most famous is the Apollo 13 mission, launched on April 11, 1970 (the sum of 4, 11 and 70 equals 85 – which when added together comes to 13), from Pad 39 (three times 13) at 13:13 local time, and struck by an explosion on April 13.
– “It’s just bad luck that the 13th is so often a Friday”, Electronic Telegraph, September 8, 1996
Despite NASA’s seemingly ingrained case of triskaidekaphobia, which forced managers to impose the bizarre, ‘13-free’ numbering system on its flights, the crew of perhaps the most important Shuttle mission to date clearly were unsure if STS-41C was supposed to be unlucky or not.
– Ben Evans, Space Shuttle Challenger: Ten Journeys into the Unknown
Triskaidekaphobia is from Greek treiskaideka, triskaideka, thirteen (treis, three + kai, and + deka, ten) + phobos, fear.
Some famous triskaidekaphobes1:
- Napoleon
- Herbert Hoover
- Mark Twain
- Richard Wagner
- Franklin Roosevelt
1. Source: “It’s just bad luck that the 13th is so often a Friday,” Electronic Telegraph, September 8, 1996
Be warned, triskaidekaphobes, there’s a Friday the Thirteenth coming in November!
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Energy, Enthusiasm, Sunshine and Smiles at NAMI Walk in Santa Monica
NAMI Walk in Santa Monica had people of every age, ethnicity, and background, brought together by a terrible illness. Too many suffer in silence. Today, we were their voice.
A bigger than expected crowd–more than 2,000 energized, smiling people–showed up Oct. 3 on a glorious, sunny Saturday morning in Santa Monica for the NAMI Walk.
NAMI is the National Alliance on Mental Illness, is a national grassroots support and advocacy organization serving the needs of all those whose lives are touched by mental illness. About 70 Walks for the Mind of America were held Oct. 3 all over the country.
The Walk’s purpose—besides raising funds for research, resources, and services—is to raise awareness of improvements needed in the mental health system and to advocate for the millions of Americans who suffer not only from brain disorders but from the stigma society holds for the mentally ill.
It was my first NAMI Walk, and I picked a good one: I’m told this was the largest turnout for NAMI Walks Los Angeles County since the event started in 2003. I don’t know if the overall financial goal was reached, but at the NAMI Pomona Valley meeting Tuesday night I learned that our chapter raised over $15,000. Donations were almost twice as much as last year, and this in hard times!
With my sponsors’ support, I raised $425. My goal was $300, so I was elated and blown away by the generosity of people who know about my wife Lizzie’s struggle with schizophrenia.
[UPDATE: As of Oct. 15, NAMI Walks Los Angeles County has raised 91% of its goal of $300,000. Donations will be accepted on-line or in the mail until December 2. Go to www.nami.org/namiwalks/ca/los and make a small donation to top our goal!]
Thanks to all my sponsors. From what I learned at the NAMI Walk, your money will be well used to help the mentally ill and their families in Los Angeles County. I know that I have benefited from the NAMI Pomona Valley meetings. I’ve found resources and information that helps me take better care of Lizzie.
WALK REPORT
We came for relatives and loved ones suffering with brain disorders. We were there for ourselves, to encourage one another as caregivers. And we showed up to smash the stigma of mental illness that shames and prevents so many people from seeking treatment and discriminates against those who are ill with a brain disorder.
You could feel the energy and enthusiasm. We were itching to do something about the suffering of the mentally ill. Whenever you see people smiling and laughing who day after day face the challenges, heartbreak and frustrations of caring for someone with mental illness, you know something special is happening.
It’s no walk in the park dealing with a brain illness in a loved one, but today was different. We were taking a walk, in beautiful Palisades Park overlooking the Pacific.
Signs were everywhere: THERE IS NO HEALTH WITHOUT MENTAL HEALTH… I LOVE SOMEONE WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS… END THE STIGMA.
I saw banners from NAMI chapters all over LA, and found my group from Pomona Valley NAMI. Lots of college students, from Santa Monica City College, UCLA, USC, Cal State Long Beach, Cal State Northridge. God, it’s great to see young people getting involved in mental health service, gives me hope for the future! People of every age and ethnicity came from all over Los Angeles County for the Walk.
Walking from the parking structure and then down Third Street Promenade to the event, I felt out of place among the upscale stores, tony restaurants and well-heeled, affluent shoppers. This is one of the premier shopping destinations in LA. It might as well have a sign posted, “No Unattractive People Allowed.”
I lived and worked in Santa Monica in the ‘70s, when the Santa Monica Mall was in steep decline (bums and panhandlers outnumbered customers). Santa Monica, we joked then, was the city of “the newly wed and the nearly dead.” I once saw Mae West near the Santa Monica Mall. She looked incredibly old, a grotesque caricature of the movie star she once was. Santa Monica in the 1970s was a faded caricature of what it once was, too.
All of what I remember from those dismal, dowdy days is gone, except for the Sears at Colorado and Third, just up from the entrance to the Santa Monica Pier. That Sears, which was built about the time I was born–we were both products of the post World War II boom–looks as out of place in its now chic surroundings as I must have among the Beautiful People sipping their lattes at the Promenade’s sidewalk cafes, who radiated youth, wealth and privilege. Even their dogs were beautiful.
But when I came upon the NAMI event, I immediately felt comfortable and unselfconscious. So reassuring to be with people who understand my life, my challenges loving someone with schizophrenia. Who care for someone like my wife Elizabeth and know about the voices, the fears and rages. And the joys and good times, the sweet days, too. I felt good seeing so many people turning out for the NAMI Walk.
LA County Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky addresses the crowd.
The speakers who opened the event reinforced the positive energy emanating from the crowd. Speeches were short, sweet and right to the point, with an emotional bang, just the way I like them.
LA County Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky stressed advocacy: “Mental Illness, despite all the progress, is still in the shadows politically, nationally and locally. Mental illness is not a weird thing, it’s an illness and should be treated just like any other illness.”
Another speaker reminded us that mental illness affects one in four families and that 5- to 7-percent of the population has a serious mental illness. In LA County, with a population of close to ten million, that could mean as many as 700,000 people with a serious brain disorder, such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or major depression.
“There should be 100,000 people walking with us today, a million,” he said. “Too many live in silence, suffer in silence. We walk to be seen, to be heard… to give voice to the silent.”
“The bottom line is Hope,” said Dr. Marvin Southard, who heads the LA County Dept. of Mental Health. “Our work makes a difference.” An example is his son, who has long battled schizophrenia. Today, according to Dr. Southard, “My son has a striking level of recovery, of engagement in life.” And he echoed Zev Yaroslavsky, “Mental illness is just like any other illness. There is no shame to mental illness.”
LA Times columnist Steve Lopez spoke about the frustrations of both finding help for the mentally ill and trying to help them (they must be the most difficult patients in the world), frustrations he experienced firsthand when he befriended Nathaniel Ayers, a schizophrenic homeless man, who happens to be a musical prodigy.
Nathaniel, who trained at Juilliard until his schizophrenia forced him to drop out, ended up homeless on LA’s Skid Row, playing classical music on his violin for spare change from passersby and dreaming of playing at the nearby Walt Disney Concert Hall.
Lopez came across Nathaniel on a downtown LA. street corner, began an unlikely relationship and helped Nathaniel realize his dream, but it was a rocky road. Lopez documented the ups and downs in a book that eventually became a movie, “The Soloist.”
Now that I think of it, “Soloist” is a good description of someone with schizophrenia: withdrawn, lost in a world they cannot share with anyone, without the slightest empathy for others, and further alienated by paranoia and unpredictable anger… totally a solo act.
Lopez had a surprise for us. Nathaniel Ayers, he said, may make an appearance and perform for us, though Lopez wasn’t sure he’d make it. Lopez anxiously scanned the crowd then concluded his talk. The next speaker had just finished when Lopez jumped back on stage and announced, “Here he is!” and Nathaniel appeared.
I recognized him. Shortly after I arrived at the event, I saw what looked like a homeless street musician strolling by. I thought he was someone who usually plays for change at the Third Street Promenade. He appeared distracted, a little confused and slightly amused by the crowd that had taken over his spot. How Nathaniel got to Santa Monica, I don’t know—he came alone. He travels solo.
Nathaniel Ayers played his violin for us right before the Walk began. I couldn’t tell what the composition was—a mishmash of classical music played in fits and starts, but played well. I had the feeling he was not playing his violin for us but for himself and the sheer joy of making music. He doesn’t need an audience. He doesn’t need anyone. He’s a soloist.
Nathaniel played on and on; he has no sense of time. Finally, someone on stage came up behind Nathaniel and began to applaud. That was our cue to clap too, and released, we began the Walk.
The Walk gets underway. Within yards we crossed through the Farmers Market, which grabbed this couple's attention.
A NEIGHBORHOOD STROLL
The walk first crossed through the Santa Monica Farmers Market. A man at the Santa Barbara Pistachios booth gave me a handful of samples as I walked by. (Delicious, best pistachios I ever had, but today their company slogan was a little offensive: “Not Your Ordinary Nut”!)
Then we proceeded down a residential street, lined with trees, parked cars, apartment buildings and small hotels. I thought we’d be walking down the Third Street Promenade, but I guess that would have disrupted commerce and scared shoppers away.
The residents seemed nonplussed as we filed by, they must see these mass walks often. Still, I thought we were delivering a message–we couldn’t have been very visible to the public strolling down this quiet street.
Third St. becomes a narrow residential street and the Walk stretched out as walkers went single file on both sides of the street.
After a few blocks of this, we turned left on Montana Ave., towards Palisades Park and the ocean.
Palisades Park is on a narrow strip of land between Ocean Blvd. and the edge of high cliffs, the palisades. Below is Pacific Coast Highway, the wide beach and the ocean, today calm and sparkling in the sunlight. Incredibly high palm trees line the park.
The narrow neighborhood street had stretched the walkers out for blocks. Now, as we crossed Ocean Blvd. into Palisades Park, we were making an impression, though the people in the yoga class at the park near the rose garden ignored us.
All along the pathway were dozens of lawn signs, like those old Burma Shave signs, some remembering a loved one with mental illness, others bearing messages of support from the Walk’s sponsors.
We first walked north along the Ocean Blvd. Side of Palisades Park, then doubled back on the palisades side, where the view of the beach and ocean was spectacular. It was one of those sunny days when everything, and everyone, looks great, when it’s good to be alive.
All the walkers kept up the enthusiasm and energy they had when we launched off on the Walk. But I have to admit that I grew a little tired. My feet began to hurt. I’m out of shape and getting old. And I admit it: I took a short cut in Palisades Park.
FINISH LINE
We crossed Ocean Blvd. and walked the last few blocks to Third Street Promenade and where we started.
Because I cheated, I was one of the first to return. We lined both sides the last stretch of the Promenade and cheered the walkers as they came to the end of the 5K walk.
I noticed with no little chagrin that walkers came to the finish line not even winded or limping or even appearing at all tired.
After awhile of this, knots of people began to leave. It was pretty much over.
I had to get back home to Lizzie, who is in an episode, hearing voices, and she really can’t care for herself. I make the meals, bathe and dress her. She has trouble getting around, so I worry when she’s by herself for a long period of time.
On the long drive home, I had a chance to think of all the things I heard, the people I met, the oneness I felt with two thousand strangers—all our lives touched by mental illness.
And I remembered what Dr. Southard had said, “The bottom line is Hope. Our work is making a difference” He said his son is in recovery from schizophrenia.
“Recovery,” that magic word.
Until today, I thought there was no chance for Lizzie’s recovery. No treatment or meds that could defeat her schizophrenia. The best I could hope for is it wouldn’t get worse.
Now I dare to hope that Lizzie will get better.
That’s a big hope, and reality keeps pulling me down. She’s too old, I tell myself. Lizzie’s been schizophrenic a quarter century. The damage is done and can’t be undone. Still, I hope and pray one day she’ll be well, that the demons will leave her and we can enjoy our last years in peace and happiness.
And I also hope and pray that some day all people with a brain disorder will get the treatment they need to lead happy, productive lives and not be stuck in the shadows.
The NAMI Walks For the Mind of America were steps in that direction. Thanks again to all who sponsored me.
I’m Walking for Lizzie and Millions Affected by Mental Illness
Saturday, October 3, 2009
NAMI Walks Los Angeles County
Sixth Annual
Walk for the Mind of America
Third Street Promenade, Santa Monica
Join me and thousands of others in a 5K walk to…
- Fight the stigma that surrounds mental illness
- Build awareness of improvements needed to our mental health system
- Raise funds for NAMI to continue its mission of support, education and advocacy
(More about NAMI, the National Alliance on Mental Illness, below)
I am walking October 3 for my wife Elizabeth and all those whose lives are touched by mental illness.
Major depression, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), panic disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), borderline personality disorder… the number of people in our country dealing with some form of mental illness is shocking and surprising:
One in four adults—nearly 60 million Americans—experience a mental health disorder in a given year. One in seventeen lives with a serious mental illness, such as schizophrenia, major depression or bipolar disorder. And about one in ten children have a serious mental or emotional disorder. (U.S. Dept. of Health & Human Services)
Don’t forget the millions of family members of people with mental illness. You cannot imagine what it is like to love and care for someone with mental illness.
Mental illness tests the bonds of love, even between parent and child.
In my case, I love my wife very much, but there are times when I wish she were dead. Those with even a moderately mentally ill family member, let alone severely ill, know exactly what I mean.
Fewer than one-third of adults and half of children with a diagnosable mental disorder receive any mental health services in a given year.
We cannot lose hope, or sit back and do nothing. That’s why NAMI Walks is so important.
In more than sixty communities across the nation, thousands of people will participate in NAMI Walks to raise awareness about mental illness and money for education, research, and advocacy.
Please come and walk with me (at one of the most scenic areas in all LA, you’ve seen it in the movies and TV a million times—the Santa Monica pier, the beach, Palisades Park) or…
DONATE TO SUPPORT MY PARTICIPATION IN THIS GREAT EVENT.
Visit my personal NAMI Walk LA “walker website” to sign up or donate: http://www.nami.org/namiwalks09/LOS/steveb
Donating online is fast and secure, and I’ll get immediate notification via e-mail of your donation.
All proceeds benefit NAMI Walks Los Angeles County. Programs include support, education, advocacy and the encouragement of research involving mental illnesses. Believe me, your money will do a world of good for people in our community suffering with mental illness and their families.
NAMI, the National Alliance on Mental Illness, is a national grassroots support and advocacy organization serving the needs of all those whose lives are touched by mental illness.
This includes persons with mental illness, their families, friends, employers, the law enforcement community and policy makers.
Click here for some information I put together on NAMI.
NAMI is a 501c3 charity and any donation you make to support my participation in this event is tax deductible.
NAMI has been rated by Worth magazine as among the top 100 charities “most likely to save the world” and has been given an “A+” rating by The American Institute of Philanthropy for efficient and effective use of charitable dollars.
Elizabeth and I thank you in advance for your support.
Sincerely,
Steve Blaszcak
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Homonyms, Homophones, and Other Confusingly Similar Words
damage (noun) injury or harm that reduces value or usefulness
damages (Law) money paid as a result of lawsuit
prophecy (noun) foretelling or prediction of what is to come
prophesy (verb) to foretell or predict
prostate the gland
prostrate lying face down
track (noun) a course or route followed
tract (noun) an expanse or area of land, water, etc.; region; stretch
I was thumbing through Bill Walsh’s Lapsing Into a Comma, a style guide for American English usage in the computer age, and I found this interesting bit of advice involving two words I sometimes mix up: desert and dessert.
“DESERTS: SORRY, NO CAKE When you say someone got his just deserts, desert is spelled like the arid region, not the sweet treat. (Think of it this way: It’s what a person deserves, not desserves.)”
You can do a lot worse with any free time you may have than picking up Bill Walsh’s book, subtitled “A Curmudgeon’s Guide to the Many Things That Can Go Wrong in Print–and How to Avoid Them.”
Bill Walsh is the chief copy editor in the business section of the Washington Post. Bill answers questions about grammar and clear writing, effective communication at www.theslot.com.
